lyrics
Lesser Grandstander
Doing research, where did they go wrong?,
Will this be too much?, Is it not enough?,
These questions won't stop until they're answered,
What goes on inside my mind?
I'll never forgive myself, (Oh Good God, God please help me now.)
I don't know why I did this. (Oh Good God, God please help me now.)
What is thing that I have done?
What is this man I've become?
Keep them from seeing the real me,
Keep them from feeling true pain.
End it now before it....
Racing thoughts, Can't go back now,
Retractions no longer available,
Only faces shocked, followed by muffled voices.
Just repeating over and over and over and over again.
God forgive me, (Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill them all)
because I won't forgive myself (kill, kill, kill, kill, kill them all)
What is thing that I have done?
What is this man I've become?
Keep them from seeing the real me,
Keep them from feeling real pain.
End it now before it starts.
Faster, faster they run,
Making this harder than it has to be. (Much harder than it has to be.)
Faster, faster they fall,
Run away, Run away,
From our mess I've made.
credits
from
The Watcher EP,
released July 9, 2015
Written by: M. Benavides & R. Nesby
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